why I have started to study English

I was a very bad student and did not study at all when I was young.
And I am bad at remembering and hated English class.
Of course I had really bad marks in English, too.

As you know, we can watch tremendous amount of lectures through internet for free.
It seems that there are a lot of attractive English books.
And news content in English seems different from that in Japanese for the same news.
If I could listen English,
I can listen what they say in the world and can get present information from the world.
These facts are enough as a reason for an old person like me to study English.

I know well that I have to clear my clutter and my physical decline is very serious problem to carry it out.
At first, I thought that to start many things is not adequate.
But I am not young and don't have much time.
So I decided to try whatever I would like to do.

Probably I may find that it is not what I imagined or I don't want to continue it after several trials.
I can stop it whenever and will know what I really love to do eventually.
I want to find the purpose of my life before my death.
I am sure that English is a very useful tool for every purpose.

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